Out of my element

So the last few days I have been totally out of my element, meaning I have been cranky, pissy and bitter all rolled into one angry mama. And really for no good reason except the normal ups and downs of life that everyone goes through and I am no one special who can be excluded from the downs and only experience the ups in life that I so enjoy. Combined with the fact that I realize I have a whole hell of a lot to be thankful for and still feel like saying "Shove it up your arse" brings on some serious guilt for me.

Anyways, today on my way to work I was especially cranked out, got to work knowing there is a meeting I have to participate in, which normally would be fine excpet that I am a Biotch today and don't want to; when a co-worker so nicely asks me to be in the meeting because she wants my feedback. I reluctantly agree and since she is a like minded person with an awesome heart (I love you Rosemary) she says to me with all the kindness in the world "You have 20 minutes to get caffeined up and to pretend you care."

That was EXACTLY what I needed this morning.

God save the Queen,

Gabbi

P.S. I am going to borrow a positive affirmation CD from Bethany (the lovely Bethany) and play it all day at work quietly so it seeps into my subconscious and then these awesome feelings of hopefullness and creativity and love will violently wash over me at some point before I go home to my kick ass family today! I have deemed it and so it shall be!

FYI: I read Kristas blog this morning which spoke about God and religion, hence the so it shall be, deeming and other such wackiness that has come out of me this morning.