Dear God,

Please be with me in my time of confusion and self doubt.

Please cleanse me of whatever it is that is holding me back and making me fearful.

Please clear my mind and help me to be at peace.

Hold me in your arms and comfort me.

This was my prayer last night. Again, I have been running. Running and throwing activities and people down into the void I have been feeling. Nothing fills it up, it just sucks it all in and never makes a dent.

At this point, God is the only one who can fill it up.

There have been so many thoughts racing through my mind. Many scenarios, each one playing out in the movie of my mind. Keeping me spinning and worrying and hoping.

Regardless of how much I think on and worry on my life, the only solution is time.

Time; in all of its wonderous healing power and painfully slow movement.

I do not want to wait. I want what I want.

My mind was full, and I prayed it empty.

Blissfully content,

Gabbi