So, one of my "non-new-year-resolutions" was to post twice a week....
FAIL!
Oops.
But, in my defense, life is a little bit crazy. I did manage to take Sampson roller skating for the first time on Monday night.
Hilarious!
His legs looked like jello wiggling all over the place. It was cartoonish, I didn't know legs could move like that. He did, sort of, get the hang of it. A few more times and he will have it down.
I have had some new opportunities come up. At my job I am doing a little bit more public speaking, which I LOVE. Yesterday was my second time doing a small ten minute presentation. I thought it went well, I felt good about it, now we just wait for the feedback :)
I also have a brain child that my nieces and I are currently working on. A new website and app is possibly in the works. Don't worry, you will be the first to know about it once it is up and running. We have lots of research to do but I am really excited about it.
As a matter of fact, with all this new stuff I even had a dream that was very affirming.
Did you know, that if you dream of being pregnant or in labor that it means the birth of an idea or new way of life?
Well, I have these new opportunities in my life and I had a dream that I was at work and looked down and suddenly was pregnant.
I didn't feel shocked, was just like, "wow, I guess I am having a baby" totally calm, no big deal, totally unlike any real life scenario in which I would be running around freaking out, with gnashing of teeth and pulling of my own hair...but back to the dream.
So I am at work, and I realize not only am I pregnant, but I AM IN LABOR.
Again, no big deal, but I could feel the pains and kept thinking, "Hmmm, how long have I had these, I should have probably been timing them. If I had realized I was pregnant, I probably would have timed them" and then I kept on working.
More pains, and I think, "Ok, time to go to the hospital, BUT, I need to finish this one more thing"
More pains a while later "Ok, really time to go to the hospital, but let me finish this first"
Even more pains "Fine, I am going" I grab my stuff and my phone rings and I answer it. I finish the call and finally get to the hospital, where everything is fine, I am calm, total Mother Earth-ness going on....and then I wake up.
I realize, this dream is telling me to get out of my own way, I am on the right path and any delays I have had or will have, are my own doing. But even that is ok, because it is the natural flow of things and when it comes down to it, I will be in just the right place at just the right time.
Such a Zen Master,
Gabbi
